How?
February 10, 2008Lately, I have this weird feeling which I wasn’t supposed to feel again. But, I can’t help it! And I really don’t know what the hell reason it is..
Everytime I accidentally feel this pain, I can’t help myself but to remember the reason why I am struggling right now. Whenever I remember it, I can’t help myself but to feel that depression again. Yes, I’m still in deep pain that past had already given me. This thing made me realized that, "talagang matagal bago maghilom ang sugat at maging okay ka ulit.." I’m still not okay! I still feel this emotional disease. I don’t want to mention what you called with this feeling, I’m trying to be sarcastic. No big deal. Hahaha. Nonsense!
Last Friday, on my way home there’s this two girls who are chatting..
Girl1: huy, alam mo ba na ganyan ganito. si ano nagseselos.. blablaa.
Girl2: Eh, paano naman ba kasi hindi magselos aber?
Onga noh? Paano nga ba hindi magselos? XD
Is there anyone can answer this question? Guide me! I know, there’s no reason to feel that. But, I don’t know why the hell I am feeling that emotional disease! Ugh! It’s going to kill me.. I’m not really jealous, but everytime I feel that pain, there’s still tinge of jealousy in me.. Huhu. When will be the right time for me to be okay? As in okay?
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It is sad when people make promises and break them.. When they tell us things and we later relaize that they are all lies.. But it is sadder when someone came, sticks to their promises, never told lies. But because of those broken turths in our past, we can no longer distinguish lies from truth..
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