Before I leave…
March 28, 2008It’s darn hot! Deymit! I’m sweating.. Hahaha!
I received a text from Mau, it says, "Hindi sa lahat ng oras kailangan ng relasyon.. At hindi lahat ng maganda sa pakiramdam ay TAMA.." Onga naman, he’s right 
I also received a text from Au, "bakit hindi mo subukan?" Sagot ko naman, "Sinubukan ko na.. Wala naman nangyari. Mas nagiging masakit lang lalo.. Mahirap narin subukan at umasa na sana ayun na.. Bahala na kung ano mangyayari.. Nakakatakot sumubok ulit. Hindi ako ganun ka-risk taker.. Takot ako =))"
"Kunwari, masaya ako.. Apir! =))"
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATE RUTH
Whatever
March 23, 2008There’s something in this PC that I can’t really resist, it’s telling me to write something and tell what I really feel inside. Geez! WTF!
Sometimes, things you want aren’t the things you’ll get.. It’s like you love someone knowing that you’re not sure if he/she even loves you back and that awful truth makes you sick and makes you feel like you’re in a despair position.
It doesn’t make sense anyway. The truth is, I’m broken.. Broken like a bone that is so painful that you ain’t want to try something else ’cause you might feel that pain again. Oh c’mon! This whole thing makes me sooo whatever..
I’m not really broken. I just feel like I don’t have any guts to tell that person how much he really means to me.. Maybe I’m just scared.. Scared to let him know my feelings for him. Scared to know the truth that maybe he doesn’t feel the same way. Scared to hear that "it won’t work.."
I admit, I’m bitter :]
Sheesshh
Watching those cheesy-chick-flick really affects me, somehow! My life turns out to be in a dramatic episode again as I watched those. Ooh.. But it made me realize somehow how I really wanted to feel that "something" again. But I guess it won’t happen and only thing I should do is to wait until it finally across to me someday. Only God knows! Just enjoy. I’m still having fun with the life that I have right now and with the people who still loves me.. I’m still not yet taken for granted, and it’s pretty good to know
I’m inspired..
I’m inspired and I’m urging to learn more about this photoshop thinggy! I want to take some beautiful shots and maybe I’ll do it by tomorrow! I’m going to bring my baby with me! Yippeee! Goodluck with me folks!
A wonderful date :)
March 19, 2008Gert, Yen, Miss Santos and I went to a date at Fat Boy’s Pizza house and Ice Cream House at Banawe! The pizza at Fat Boy’s is definitely yummy and affordable while the ice cream at Ice Cream house is kind of yummy too though it’s not that really sweet. I wanna try the funwich icecream but I’m already full so I did not bother to buy it. The date was fun and it was a bonding moment too since it’s our last day with her subject and next sem we won’t have any computer subjects whom she’s the professor. Aww, sad! Anyway, afterwards I, Yen and Gert went to Sm North and before that we saw a ukay-ukay store so we decided to go there because Gert wants to buy somethnig for Ate Marlyn an I myself bought a skirt for summer outfit
I bought a pair of flip-flops again from planet! To think of, I already bought a pair of flip-flops the other day with Red at Toeberries, and again I bought myself a pair the other day! Am I flipflop-holic? Hahaha! What a term I just love slippers, I’m sorry, tee-hee!
P.S.
I forgot my digicam so I wasn’t be able to take a lot of pictures! 
Banawe, Orthopedic
A yummy pizza from Fat Boy’s!
A pair of flip-flops from Planet
A pair from Toeberries
Pahiram muna ng kaunting oras
March 17, 2008Pasado alas-tres na ng umaga. Katatapos ko lang gawin ‘yung completion namin para sa AVEM! Parang ayoko nanaman matulog. Ewan ko kung bakit. Ayun. Kaya lang naman ako nag-post dahil may gusto akong sabihin at gustong ibahagi.
Ayos lang naman siguro sa’yo kung hihiramin ko ang konting oras mo para mabasa ito ‘di ba? Sa tingin mo? Ayos lang kung ayaw mo Hindi naman ako namimilit.
Una, sa tingin ko kasi mukhang may malaking problemang mangyayari ngayon. Kinakabahan ako sa pwedeng mangyari. Naiiyak ako ‘pag naaalala ko nanaman ‘yun. Hindi naman ito buhay pag-ibig (sorry ka! 
) sana maayos ito at sana nagkakamali lang sila. Kasi kapag nagkataon na tama, lagot na talaga. Ipagdasal niyo na lang na sana maging okay ‘yung lahat.
Pangalawa, matatapos na ang semestre, malungkot nanaman ang buhay ko. Hindi ko nanaman makikita at makakasama ang mga taong madalas magpasaya at magpatawa sa akin kapag masungit, suplada, may topak at malungkot ako. Mamimiss ko sila panigurado. Bakasyon na, walang pera, walang tawanan, walang kwentuhan, walang sigawan ng paglalambing, walang kulitan. Hayyy! Ano ba silbi ng cellphone? Telephone? Ano nga ba kung walang load dahil walang pera at dahil bakasyon? XD
Pangatlo, sabi ko kumikirot pa ‘di ba? Oo, kumikirot pa nga. May konting sugat pa at sana sa darating na panahon maghilom na siya. Sabi nga ni Yen (nakuha niya lang din sa’kin) Huwag ng ipilit ang hindi na talaga pwede. Ang kulit kasi! Tama nga naman! Panahon na lang makapag-sasabi ng lahat. Hintay-hintay lang. Mahaba pa ang panahon, marami pang dapat asikasuhin, pagtuunan ng pansin, at marami pang bagay na pwde makapag-pasaya ng sobra sa isang tao. Bakit kaya ganoon noh? Wala lang. Ang wirdo lang kasi.
Pang-apat, ano kaya mangyayari sa’min next sem noh? Masaya kaya? O baka nakamamatay na ang mga gawain? Malamang, oo! Take it from the higher levels Kaya ‘yan. Naka-abot ng next level, bakit hindi next level ulit ‘di ba?
Pang-lima, kaya ko ba? Kakayanin ko ba? Basta! Sa tingin niyo kakayanin ko? Sa tingin ko naman oo, kaso medyo nanghihina lang ang loob ko. Nauunahan ng katangahan Hindi pa talaga ito ang tamang oras. Buhay nga naman, mapag-biro masyado. Tsk! Ayos lang, sanay naman ako sa joke kaso hindi ganitong joke.
Pang-anim, trip ko ‘yung isang kanta ng Daphne Loves Derby na "A Year On An Airplane". Love it. Oh, masaya na ako niyan
Pang-pito, tapos na.. Tapos na ‘yung post na ito. Salamat sa pagbabasa Medyo naging ok na din kahit paano. Ganoon lang talaga siguro. Kung may maitutulong ka, malugod kong tinatanggap ‘yun at maraming salamat na din. ^___^
Kumikirot pa din siya
March 15, 2008I’m almost 24 hours awake. So? Nothing! Anyway, thank God ’cause we already finished our newspaper! Whew! We thought we’re already a dead meat ’cause we started at around 5pm yesterday then it’s almost 10pm and we haven’t yet in the middle page of our 12-pages newspaper! Ugh! But we did it! ^__^ We finished it at around 5am or 6am something and it’s really a great job for us (Yen, Gert and I)
And because I’m lack of sleep, I easily get irritated today! So don’t try to make my mood not-so-good this time bear with me folks.
Oh, hell week is already over. Meaning? It’s partey time again! Hahaha. It’s time to fix my goddamn life Yippeee!
Sarili ko lang makakatulong sa akin ^__^ may sugat pa rin at minsan kumikirot pa din siya..
What a feeling?
March 11, 2008Final Week for this week but I feel too lazy to study more for exams.. Laziness kills me somehow knowing that vacation is already coming and summer is on the go. Oyea can’t wait to wear my swimwear. Hahaha. Just kidding.
It seems like I wanted to take a lot of pictures today! Hahaha.
Oh, have you already watched the Bb. Pilipinas ‘08? I feel ashamed for the girl who just won the Bb. Pilipinas World, it’s not that she’s not good in English ’cause even me I am not. Its just that she’s not required to say that she’s not pressured on the pageant though it looks like she is anyway. And you don’t need to say always "oh my god, I’m so sorry.." Wala lang. I feel irate lang Oh well, if that’s what meant to happen, I can’t do anything about it.
I kind of feel better today, and hopefully until tomorrow and the other day Tah-tuh for now! Just updating
I don’t know
March 10, 2008Who’s fault? I don’t know. I can’t say it’s his or it’s mine. Ugh! Deymmit!
I was drifting awhile ago. It seems like I’m being too fast or I’m just not on myself when I was walking the streets and I didn’t even notice that people are walking with me ’cause it’s rush hour.
It’s my first time to feel that "i don’t know what you called it," it’s like "OMG, is this what really happened? Oh c’mon! It’s just a dream, honey!" Ugh! What else can I say? I’m a very bitchy lass! Pathetic! How I wish things will turn well, but it didn’t.
I feel sorry for me. Maybe it’s an experience! Damn! I wanna cry and stumble like a whatever bitch do!
I don’t know what I’m saying right now.. It seems like I’m typing it in a blundering way! Oohh!
