A bewildered lass
April 12, 2008It’s really hot today and I can’t stand up the heat that somehow makes me feel I’m down in the dumps. I don’t know if there’s really something wrong with me. I am not feeling well today, really. I feel like I want to puke out all these heavy stuffs in my heart. It made me feel like I did something wrong, again. And it really bothers me, a lot.
I really wanted to talk to anyone with regard to this, but I don’t think anyone will understand me because I can’t understand too this sentiment that I am feeling right now. All I want to do now is to have some rest but I can’t. It’s all because of the hot temperature that we are experiencing right now. Dang! Blame it to global warming. Lol.
It’s really been a while since I felt this kind of sentiment again. I don’t think it’s bleaker than before. Yeah, I know it’s all in the mind. But have you really wonder and notice that all you feel is all about the decisions that you made though? What do you think?
Indeed, I am still imprisoned of my past feelings. If all of you just know how frantically am to have that gone stuffs be back again. Tsk! I am terribly imprisoned on hoping. Seriously, sometimes I bluff to be alright. I know that’s the only thing I can do it.
I am still bewildered on some things.
Oh, star, fall on me..
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