Hey! Want some chocolates? :)
February 11, 2008There’s nothing much stuffs that we did today but I don’t know why the heck I am feeling this tiredness. Ugh! What’s up with that? Err! Thinking those stuffs that we’re going to do that is due on Saturday makes me SICK! Really sick!
All I want is to laid my back on my bed, close my eyes, dream like a princess and have this wonderful sleep! Hahaha. My eyes is tired, my back is aching, my heart is starting to whatever! Lol. 
Oh, I am selling chocolates 
They only cost P8.00 so if you are interested, you could approach me in whatever ways you want. Haha. Kidding. Kidding aside, as of now I only have two designs (bear and rose).. I am selling white chocolate today, and I’ll be making brown chocolate tomorrow! I’m serious!
So, if you want to have some orders you can text me or call me (if you know my number :p) You could also send me a message through here.. I’m always around at school (Angelicum College, 4th Floor, Collegiate Department). Please, please! Buy some! I guarantee you that you’ll never regret buying and eating that chocolates. Yummy! ^__^ Swear! Thankss!
How?
February 10, 2008Lately, I have this weird feeling which I wasn’t supposed to feel again. But, I can’t help it! And I really don’t know what the hell reason it is..
Everytime I accidentally feel this pain, I can’t help myself but to remember the reason why I am struggling right now. Whenever I remember it, I can’t help myself but to feel that depression again. Yes, I’m still in deep pain that past had already given me. This thing made me realized that, "talagang matagal bago maghilom ang sugat at maging okay ka ulit.." I’m still not okay! I still feel this emotional disease. I don’t want to mention what you called with this feeling, I’m trying to be sarcastic. No big deal. Hahaha. Nonsense!
Last Friday, on my way home there’s this two girls who are chatting..
Girl1: huy, alam mo ba na ganyan ganito. si ano nagseselos.. blablaa.
Girl2: Eh, paano naman ba kasi hindi magselos aber?
Onga noh? Paano nga ba hindi magselos? XD
Is there anyone can answer this question? Guide me! I know, there’s no reason to feel that. But, I don’t know why the hell I am feeling that emotional disease! Ugh! It’s going to kill me.. I’m not really jealous, but everytime I feel that pain, there’s still tinge of jealousy in me.. Huhu. When will be the right time for me to be okay? As in okay?
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It is sad when people make promises and break them.. When they tell us things and we later relaize that they are all lies.. But it is sadder when someone came, sticks to their promises, never told lies. But because of those broken turths in our past, we can no longer distinguish lies from truth..
Ola!
February 1, 2008I still blog. Want some updates?
I’m updating right now. Lol.
Check out my multiply page, more dramatic thoughts of mine compiled there More pics too, if you want lang 
I’m not busy anymore.
I’m done with the production, so far it turns out well though it’s not that very professional
It’s party time again.
I miss myself. I miss Cynel. I miss everything!
Time to change a bit, I guess!
Where art thou sunshine?
See?
January 23, 2008
So much pressure for this week until next week! Arggh! I don’t know if I could still hold on to it anymore. But I need to ’cause it’s too early to give up and I’m such a loser if I give up
Anyway, why I blogged? ‘Cause I’m not feeling well. Hahaha. It’s not that I’m sick or what, I’m just mixed up. I feel like I want to release it through screaming or better way "crying". Whoaa! Being so dramatic again. Well, THAT’S ME deal with it. If you can’t, then don’t mind me. Hahaha.
In fact, I shouldn’t feel this way naman eh. I don’t know lang why I’m feeling it right now.
I admit it, I MISS YOU! Hahaha.
See? That’s what I really feel
Ugh! Nonsense.
One more week to go and it’s parteey time again ^__^
Antay-antay lang. MAGIGING OKAY DIN AKO ^___^
I am not okay!
It’s already 2008, there are lots of things to be happy about. Yeah, there are lots but why I’m still acting this way? I feel like I’m lost, empty or whatever you call it. This past few weeks I’m looking for someone whom I can tell what I am feeling right now. Someone who has this very broad mind to understand me ’cause I know you need a lot of understanding when you hear all my whinnings. Unfortunately, there’s none. No one seems like to listen to me, understand me. There’s no need to pity me, just UNDERSTANDING and EARS are all I need
You know what? The PROBLEM IS ME. That’s it. I don’t blame anyone why I’m feeling this way. It is me who wants to feel it. It is me who wants to be hurt all the time. It is me who wants to make my world be crazy like this. Oh yes, pathetic me. Who says I’m okay? A bit, maybe.
I told God that I want everything to be alright as new year comes, maybe in His little ways it’ll be. But one step at a time. Maybe He wants me to be okay, but not just with one snap of my finger. Little by little, instead.
Just want to let these feelings out.
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WELL DONE IS MUCH BETTER THAN WELL SAID..
There will always be reasons to become sad, but there will never be reasons to stay sad. Life itself is already dramatic.
